Meh

So, guy at work still messes with my feelings, I have to re-apply for my job and things at home are strained.

I'm almost feeling suffocated at home and I am only just holding it together at work and avoiding bursting into tears at how angry and confused I am about this guy.
At least if tears start rolling down my face I can falsely attribute it to my Hayfever.
I feel so lonely, I haven't been cuddled by a partner for well over a year now and this warmer weather just, hurts... It feels like everywhere you look, there is a couple there holding hands or showing affection to one another and I yearn for a piece of that.
I'm either a friend or just plain scary and expected to hold it together for my family. This is the only way I can express my unhappiness and it's tempting to SH.


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Location:Manchester Piccadilly train station